Choosing happiness – now

I haven’t been posting photos of me for a while, because I haven’t felt compelled to take them. I don’t want to take photos that seem ‘aspirational’ just for the sake of making things look good. Things ARE good. I don’t want feel the need to show that they’re good by post a selfie right now. More thoughts on this to come.

The past few days have been a time of unexpected awakening, and I think I’ve been jolted out of another layer of the matrix (hey, not trying to get too woo-woo, but you gotta love the film the matrix). I feel like I’ve realised I’m on the right path, I’m doing the things I want to be doing, but I’m in the wrong vehicle. I’m not sure what exact vehicle I would like to be in yet, but I know what I’ve been doing doesn’t feel quite right. I’ve been struggling, and all because of my own mentality. Right now, I choose maximum happiness. I’m finished with the struggle of being here and wanting to be there.

Instead, I choose to want to be here, right now. I choose to want my life exactly as it is right now.

I choose to be 10/10 happy with my life. Someone has to be the happiest person in the world, right? Why can’t it be me? Or you?